Glad my boyfriend is at work right now

My boyfriend woke me up at noon, and he, first few seconds of me being awake, immediately dove into, “Remember when you broke my USB port a few months ago?” I said, “No, I don’t remember breaking it, and I don’t think I did, I think it was the cat when he fell off the stereo while you were at work”. We’ve had this talk before, and words said then were being said LITERALLY AGAIN now. Immediately defensive telling me it WAS me, getting an attitude because I was defending myself, just to tell me he’s only talking about this because he’s off to buy a new one. WHY DID YOU DIVE INTO A WHOLE BACKSTORY?!?!?! Why did you piss yourself off when you knew I was going to deny the allegation. Also, HOW WOULD YOU KNOW IF IT WAS ME WHEN YOU WERE AT WOOOOOORK!!!!! You couldn’t have woken me up to tell me you were off to go buy a new one WITHOUT the story? An hour passes and my best friend cancels plans on me. My boyfriend asks if I’m still going out, I tell him no. He gets huffy and says, “you cancel plans like 70% of the time, and it makes me feel claustrophobic”. I didn’t cancel them, and 9/10 I’m NEVER canceling plans, THEY CANCEL ON ME. I’m beyond lonely ever since moving out. I have no friends, no social life, no Wi-Fi. I told him I didn’t cancel, SHE DID. I ask him how he felt claustrophobic and he had no answer for me; My head immediately started turning with how my presence is a burden in my own fucking house because I’m not going anywhere today. After he made the comment I just rolled my eyes, forced myself out of bed, and went upstairs to do my laundry to get away from him; my day has been ruined and I’ve been awake barley an hour. He comes upstairs into the bedroom 40 minuets later, and at this point FINALLY realizes I’m upset. Kissed me on the head, tossed our fluffy cat inside the room before leaving (he’s never really allowed in), and I finally came to my senses and went back downstairs 10 minuets later.

It’s 7:30pm and I’m still in a shitty mood, laying in bed. I vented out loud for about 3 hours which made me feel a bit better. I’m not mad at him, I know he didn’t mean to ruin my day, and I’m proud of myself today for not letting my emotions get out of control; Though Boy logic is so annoying sometimes. Today is not the best day, but tomorrow is another.