Postpartum depression

I feel I am going through postpartum depression 🥺. I am very worried about my baby , I don’t want anyone to hold her or touch her even her brother or my family. I feel I gave a lot of effort to have her. No one feels what I am going through. I spent months worried because of IC ( incompetent cervix). I started crying and I don’t like to eat food. I had my first after 5 years of trying but I wasn’t worried this much like now with his sister because the first pregnancy went well . I get angry at him if he try to sing to her and be closer to her . Any one facing this ?