Moving forward

during a dark time in my life I made a lot of bad decisions and gave myself to a lot of the wrong people. I don’t know how to forgive myself and not look at myself as used.

I wasn’t having a lot of one night stands just moving too fast in relationships with men who were not worth my time. After that I was celibate for 6 months and I met someone. He looks at me like I’m the best but sometimes I feel unworthy because of my past