Ugh another one to the trash 😭

I know when God wants to send me a baby he will..

However it’s so heart breaking, exhausting, annoying. It leaves me hopeless. I wish we had an on and off button to get pregnant. Sometimes I just don’t understand. I want to get my bfs sperm tested but I don’t know how to tell him. Period supposed to be in two days but I have a feeling it’s gonna be late. I HATE my period however I know once I see it I can lose ALL HOPE I hold in my heart.

BABY DUST TO ALL WHO WANT A MIRACLE!