SOS. I’m an idiot!! I’m 22 he’s 21

I went through his phone..

his entire search history was random girls (quite a few from our town girls that I know.. one I don’t like) it just feels like.. why are you keeping tabs on them..

and his browser is on private w no open tabs (he used to watch a lot of porn, weirdest porn I had seen, very specific and specific girls too that look nothing like me)

Also he goes on and on about how he wants to be with me forever like he can’t live without me (I kinda did help bring him out of depression and heavily decrease his alcohol consumption) and anytime I talk about lacks in the relationship (especially recently) or how maybe we aren’t completely compatible and he always says he’ll work on things and never does. For example affection/sex/compliments , he does a lot for me and we’re together all the time (we live together).

Idk.

Ugh I’m upset and mad at myself for being upset.

Ignorance is bliss I guess.