So I need some advice cause I’m getting tired of this I feel like the more these yrs pass by I feel like my sister envy’s me more I’m tired of it I just feel like she always wants me to feel like I need to feel depressed it’s like I want to talk to her but then again I don’t want to. This been going on since iwas in my early 20s and iam now 30. I just feel like once I turned 30 I don’t know I realize i need to start to realize and why I need to do for me and I think she doesn’t like that, I think she’s use to me always putting her first and putting myself last and that’s not healthy I been living with her since iwas like maybe 22 and that’s a minute I supported.I raised my niece just so she can chase her dream and I’m not taking that from her but I’m to the point now I can’t do it anymore it’s stress it’s depressing and I just need to be set free. We actually rented a house together just so she can pursue her dream and I supported her with that so now I can’t do I have to know what’s for me out there. And I know I’ll make the right the decision……