I had a horrible time this past week I have been going through a miscarriage. I felt worthless I lost my baby my body failed I failed. I had felt I hit rock bottom had to even reach out to mobile mental health it hurt and still does so bad all the what ifs what did I do wrong what’s wrong with me smh. The small blade and the pills became my best friend while I just lay there in the tub and cry for hours. And or in the bed and sleep away the day.

last night I was digging in my wallet and came across this little happy pill 💊 I got from my niece almost a month ago she told me open it when I feel the need to the most I totally forgot it was in there I opened it and I almost cried because when I need it the most to hear something

like that meant a lot. Especially seeing i relapses and looked to self harm to heal my pain from the loss of my baby. Sending prayers and positive vibes to you all hang in there who suffer from PTSD Anxiety depression and so on. All those who are hurting mentally physically. Just remember hang because you are still worth it to someone 💐🙏🏼