Need to vent 😢

Hi June moms - I’m 12w1d

I waited weeks for my first appointment, haven’t heard a heartbeat, haven’t had an ultrasound- watching everyone else get their’s and even the articles talking about “you should have had x,y,z by now”.. because this birth center near me (there aren’t many options here) seemed ideal.

Finally I go to the first appointment and they announce to a group of us that they have new owners and wont be taking insurance now, plus their fee seems pretty high out of pocket.

😭 I still haven’t heard the heartbeat etc.

Guess I’m just a stupid and picked the wrong horse.