*TRIGGER WARNING*

Found out December 1st I was expecting after many many years of trying.. found out today that it ended in a miscarriage 😭😭 I am so devastated and I’m not okay right now but my faith is stronger than ever and I know one day I will have my healthy happy baby and when that day comes it will be the best day of my life.. but for now my heart is broken and I am longing for what could of been.. Therapy isn’t for everyone but I’m making me an appointment this week to see my therapist and I’m gonna work on myself mentally and physically and my OB said whenever I’m ready and my body is ready we can start the process again(Clomid) just pray for me tonight if you can… 💔