Fed up of this 😞

Looks like another month of not ovulating! Cycle day 18 I thought I might get a positive one a couple of days ago because the line was a little bit dark but no where like the control line I thought maybe a few days but there isn’t even a noticeable line anymore! Last cycle I had to wait 60 days for my period to come I spoke with a doctor who ran blood tests for testosterone and fsh and because those came back within range I’ve just been let to it basically but doesn’t explain why I haven’t been able to conceive after 19 months! I just feel like giving up and it seems the doctors don’t want to help me 😔

This is one of my many ovulation tests that look like this!

I would like to stay anonymous, replying to a comment, I test 2-3 times a day every day from quite early as my cycle is so irregular so I know I haven’t missed it I spend so much money on tests every cycle because sometimes I can get a positive at cycle day 15 sometimes cycle day 29 but for the last couple of cycles I haven’t had a positive at all