Need some positive stories

Sherry

Hi. I am 32f and my husband is 32. After a second trimester loss followed by 3 early losses, we have been TTC for 2 months. Just did the test and came back negative and af is due today. Earlier, getting pregnant wasn't an issue for us, so I am worried now. Feeling devastated to the point of suicidal ideation. Need some positive stories..baby dust to everyone...