Preeclampsia 9w5d

Have preeclampsia yet again, but with a little twist, no warning before 20 weeks pregnant.

Yes this is rare. No, I don’t want someone to get on here and tell me the signs and symptoms especially the moderators; or the rareness of it being before 20weeks. It’s been diagnosed by a medical professional.

I’m posting so I can vent because I am scared as hell.

I knew it was chance and it came back with vengeance.

I’m not sure where to go from here. Not sure if we should consider options I can’t dream of, or if we should continue to try knowing the potential outcomes. <3 just scared feeling lonely and very very unsure about what to do.

Thanks <3