I guess I’m just trying to process everything. I went to a third party and found out the sac was there and measuring 5 weeks. I’ve been having 2 periods a month and my first pregnancy I measured behind.

I tried not to worry and kept on.. went to my first Dr appt today where they did draw blood so I’m waiting on it however my OB is certain I have a blighted ovum because no baby and my sac is now measuring 7 weeks 2 days. I’m incredibly heart broken.. supposed to get married in 9 days and be on vacation with family. I have no more paid time off to take so I have to bawl my eyes out between taking phone calls. We scheduled a dnc but my OB was worried about that with all the abortion laws. I’m so sad, I was worried about having 2 babies under 2 but now I have to walk around pregnant with no baby for another 3 weeks almost 4.

Please tell me this gets better and that pregnancy’s are normal or can be normal after this. I’m so upset my second baby didn’t develop and that my body has failed me and my baby. I don’t even know if I could even be intimate with my fiancé after this or ever think about another baby. It’s just so incredibly heartbreaking. I have family and friends wanting to know how my appt went and I just can’t even think to tell them I’m just waiting for my body to have a miscarriage or my dnc. Just a lot of emotions right now.