Just ranting 😕

I just found out a few days ago I was being cheated on after 4+ years together. I don’t want to keep going in life. My family only cares to help my oldest sibling. They gave her a room for free (she’s been living there almost a year and doesn’t pay any rent or buy anything for the house), a car, all the necessities she needs and I reach out for help after losing my job yesterday because the company went bankrupt my family that I was living with is kicking me out. My family makes me pay rent though. I have no one to lean on and just literally lost everything I had in a weeks time. I don’t know how to keep going. I can’t cry anymore, I’m angry, I’m hurt and I just hate everything right now.