How do I move on?

I met a guy and we dated for a few weeks, had sex once, and then my life kinda fell apart at home. I didn't want him thinking it was us so I cut it off. We started talking again but I'm so screwed up from everything that has happened lately we can't be together like we were before. He feels like I can't handle what he would put me through and completely stomped us out even though we CANNOT RESIST each other. I've never felt the way he makes me feel with anyone else, and I've had my share of men, and it's left a HUGE GAPING HOLE. I'm pretty sure he's the one I'm supposed to be with forever. I have never said I love a man before but I think I love him. I've dealt with a gross amount of breakups and rejection but I honestly don't know how to move on from here. It's like my emotions turned off and I can't do anything. I'm not even depressed, I'm just feeling nothing. Somebody please help me because I'm not sure what to do now...