My bestfriend and I were pregnant together. She had her baby boy in September and I had my baby boy in October although he passed away shortly after birth very unexpectedly. We’ve talked since then and she told me to let her know when I wanted to get out the house and she’d be there.

So before and during our pregnancies we always would meet for food/drinks. I texted her two mondays ago asking her if she wanted to go to happy hour that weekend. She texted back on Friday saying she just seen the text let’s go next Friday (today) Today she texts and says she has to reschedule.

I am so very happy for her and I can be excited for her new journey on motherhood while mourning my own. Maybe I am in my own head but I just feel like she’s avoiding me. Like I have this loss “disease” that she doesn’t want to be around. Of course I’m sad, my heart is shattered but I also have moments of happiness and I dont want to lose our friendship.

What do I do?