I feel almost ridiculous even considering having a baby at my age. I know my parents will think the same. I can’t even bring myself to try bc that’s how intimidated I am to start over at my age. I don’t know how to get past this. It’s causing me great anxiety. But I still don’t feel like my family is complete. We tried for our third for about 3 years when we were younger but it never happened. We were fully tested. No reason at all. Just never happened for us. 5 years later after first ttc our third, and I still think lf that baby that never happened for us.