This sounds silly and childish as hell but I’m really sad that my husband and I aren’t in love anymore. We’ve been married five years, I guess I’ve seen his true colors too many times by now and I’ve tried to separate with him but, he won’t leave to even give me a little space. I miss how things were in the beginning. We pretty much can’t stand each other anymore but he won’t leave. (I don’t have family here he does so he could go stay with them) I keep having dreams that he’s nice to me and helpful and funny again and when I wake up I’m just sad because it’s not real. I don’t think I’ve ever felt this lonely before.