Im so excited but also so nervous.

I havent had a period since August (due to breastfeeding) and about 2 weeks ago they ran a pregnancy test at the doctors office and it was negative but I just had a gut feeling last night to take a test & it showed up so fast😅 I have a 4 almost 5 year old daughter & a 10 month old son. Im so nervous to have 2 under 2. My daughter loves being a big sister and tells me she wants a little sister. I just wasnt ready for my baby to not be my baby anymore😭

This baby was 100% a surprise. I genuinely do not know how far along I am or anything bc I dont track anything 😅😅

Also we aren’t telling my fiances family right now since right after I popped out my son his mom made the remark “well you got your boy & girl so you are done” 🙄 Genuinely just dont want the negativity right now.