Any have temp drops like this and still get a bfp?

My 3 pregnancies (1 living, 2 miscarriages) I had gotten a bfp at 9dpo and here I am 10dpo and BFNs and my temps look like they are starting to drop. I have no symptoms what so ever and I just wanna cry.

We've been a "year" come February, TTC. I put parenthesis because 6 months of our year I didn't even get a period. This month and last month were both months I felt so damn confident between the timing of sex, confirming ovulation and yet nothing. Hurts my heart.

I feel like I'm out. I hate this. Honestly thought after our struggle to get pregnant with our son that ttc #2 would come easier. Everyone kept telling me once you have a child you'll be more fertile because your body will know what to do. Well they are wrong. It's just as hard this time.

I feel so small as a woman. I'm just getting so depressed 😔