We almost had sex

My boyfriend and I have been on an off for over year. It was about 4am and he had to be at work at 5am. He woke up cuddled me and we started making out and it kept progressing. We haven’t had sex because we are waiting until we can establish a good relationship together and we both agreed. It seemed like he was going to come in and I just got so anxious and nervous. I’ve never felt that type of anxiety before. I really want to have sex with him but idk it’s just been so long already and we never have before. It’s kinda like losing my virginity over again. I have 6 bodies. So I’m no prude lol but I also never felt the way I do before. I’m completely head over heels in love with him.