i’ve been ttc for so long now. af showed on cycle day 55.💔

i was on depo for years, got off june 2018 & wasn’t trying but wasn’t ever being careful. think i got my period back in feb 2019, and started trying in late 2019 NOTHING💔 i just made 21 years old still, NOTHING. i’m so hurt and i hate my body.

i’ve been dealing with constipation so bad for the last 2 years i have an anal fissure right now bleeding and discharge from it. irritated and itchy. i’m miserable.

i’m starting to suspect endometriosis. i have very painful periods and most the time pain in pelvic with bm and urination.

used to think it was from being so constipated and trapped gas 247

OPK TEST show im ovulating😭

i just want to see a positive test, more than anything😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 that is ALL i want.

everyone’s getting pregnant left and right, WHY NOT ME💔

i wont even test anymore it’ll always be neg i know it💔😭