Tomorrow will make 2 years since we loss our baby due to having a tubal pregnancy. I was a little over 6 weeks pregnant when finding out that I had to be taken in for an emergency surgery due to my right fallopian tube, starting to rupture from an ectopic pregnancy. I already have a male adult child and finding out I was pregnant again after all those years were shocking but yet we were very excited! Just the thought of starting over just made me smile, but finding out the devastating news that it was a tubal pregnancy was one of the worse experiences I ever had to face in my life and we were so hurt and crushed. Even though we will never be able to fully emotionally heal from that pregnancy loss we decided to start trying again. Being as though I am now 40 years old and only have just the one fallopian tube I find myself wondering if ill ever be blessed with being able to have another baby…I knew it was going to be harder trying to conceive but sometimes I just become so depressed and overwhelmed by it I be feeling like maybe we should just give up trying to conceive again. At this point all I can do is just put my trust in God and know that he is able..and if it’s truly meant to be it’ll happen..regardless if I’m trying or not so I just ask for my Glow family to keep me and my pregnancy journey in your prayers! 🫶🏾💕