I am just recovering from an ectopic and the doctor expects ill be safe to try again in 2-3 months. They say there's no reason not to try again and that they have faith I can go on to have a successful pregnancy, but I will be high risk for another ectopic. I want to have a baby more than anything in the world but I'm also very scared of another ectopic.

Backstory:

This was my first pregnancy after nearly 2 years trying. They thought the ectopic had ruptured so they rushed me in for emergency laparoscopy. I was bleeding internally but it was actually a cyst that had ruptured and they also discovered I have endometriosis. They didn't find the ectopic during the surgery so I also took methotrexate after.