School. Career. Future. Advice!

Hello so I am looking for some advise on my future 🤦🏼‍♀️🤦🏼‍♀️🤦🏼‍♀️🤦🏼‍♀️🤦🏼‍♀️ currently a SAHM my son is starting school in august and I’m ready to go back to school. But my problem is.. I’ve been thinking about school for the past 4 years and idk what to do 🤷🏼‍♀️🤷🏼‍♀️

I’ve thought about doing cosmetology and if I can’t come up with anything before august that’s what I’ll do. My problem is I’m not sure if I’ll succeed in there or enjoy it. All I’ve done with my adult life is take care of my children and honestly I’ve lost myself in it. I don’t have hobbies or interests besides the kids or husband.

The reason I thought about cosmetology it bc I like doing makeup 🤷🏼‍♀️ I do my own when I’m bored and it’s not often but I do enjoy it. I also get extremely frustrated with it bc I’ll have a idea in my head and if it doesn’t come out perfect.. I’m fixing it till I do.

I’ve thought about being a nurse but my husband swears I wont be able to handle seeing some things. I feel like I’d be okay but then again I’m not sure I had a bad experience with blood at a early age 🤦🏼‍♀️ my mom accidentally ran over her foot with her standard car and it broke her ankle into two separate parts and there was a lot of stuff within the ankle I didn’t know about and I ended up passing out trying to call 911🤦🏼‍♀️🤦🏼‍♀️🤦🏼‍♀️🤦🏼‍♀️ also I tried to sign up for it one time and I took a test and they told me I’d have to start from general education and work my way up bc I was so far behind I guess. So in other words I guess it would take me longer to get my degree.

I did one semester of computer science and that wasn’t for me 🤦🏼‍♀️ I can’t sit still long enough.

So basically I’m looking for something:

Flexible

Something schooling wise 1-3 years, really depending if I’m good at it or enjoy it🤦🏼‍♀️

I hate math and I suck at it!

I’m good at reading I’m fast but I do not absorb it well🤦🏼‍♀️🤦🏼‍♀️

Sooo basically idk what I’m looking to do 🤦🏼‍♀️ just need ideas or even some positive advise about cosmetology. I know two ppl personally enough to ask how it worked for them and one went to school and never did anything with it she says she hated it and was a waste of time bc of how many ppl do it already it’s hard to make money at all with it and my other friend it still in school but she has like alot of clients that come to the school for like clinicals I guess.

All positive vibes ♥️