i need honest opinions….

so i’ve been with my boyfriend for 9 months, we’ve always been kind of rocky, i’ve never been able to express my feelings or be angry about something otherwise he would block me.. i’ve never been allowed to go on his phone or anything like that but he takes mine all the time..

anyway start of the year he removed all the girls off his snapchat (not my idea as we were on a “break”) well after we got back together i noticed he’d added 2 girls back, i didn’t really care and just brushed it off, anywho.. i went through his snapchat a week ago and blocked this girl he’s had history with and he knows i don’t feel comfortable about her.. well yesterday morning i checked his phone again and noticed he’d unblocked the girl, re added her and has been talking to her… but when i asked him he told me he’s not talking to anyone or cheating, it kind of sucks because i do love him but idk i just feel heartbroken knowing there’s another girl 😞