Feeling desensitized

My husband and I have been ttc for 6 years, we have had our really bad years trying to cope with our friends and siblings getting pregnant. We have come to an agreement that if we don't become pregnant naturally that we will not have kids after the age of 35. You are never guaranteed a baby with the alternative <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">iui</a> and <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a>. So much money.. I've come to a point of feeling almost nothing about it. It hurts to bad some days when it gets brought up by family or friends so I've turned my focus elsewhere and whatever is supposed to happen will. I stay positive and know that I have a purpose on this earth.