Anxious!!!

Im feeling anxious !!! I just want this month to be over already hopefully no period comes ... I been trying to get pregnant again for 6 months .. And no luck yet!! I feel like the more I want it I don't get it.. But I'm staying positive .. Ever since I started trying .. My cousins just have birth on the 10 of this month and I also found out my other cousin is pregnant so I'm happy for them but sad for me .. I always thought oh getting pregnant is easy but it's not .. I'm leaving everything in GOD's hands if this is his will let it be ... So I'm praying n having faith that soon I'll be pregnant again