Oh my God! BFP after 2 BFN
I'm 34, TTC #2 my son is 3. This past November I found out I was pregnant, we shared with family and friends excited for the future. Then over Christmas I had a missed miscarriage and D&C. It was the most devistating experience I have ever been through. For weeks I was on an emotional roller coaster trying to pull myself together and dealing with grief of our loss.
My AF returned in Jan and with mixed emotions we tried again. To no avail. I started to wonder about my path and difficulties that weren't a factor before. You take for granted what a miracle life is, and difficulties TTC. I tried to focus on myself and joined a gym with a friend to take my mind off of it for awhile.
This month we did everything you're suppose to do. The dreaded TWW, I found Glow this month. I was looking for support from other women going through similar experiences. When the time came for me to test, I was nervous! The signs were there but every test was negative.
Yesterday I decided to buy one more test, and a box of Tampons. It was going to be one or the other and I wanted to be prepared. Got home took the test and BFN, I was crushed, cried the whole bit. So I put my tampons in the bathroom and waited for AF's arrival...
This morning I woke up expecting my period, and nothing? What is going on? I am normally very regular and couldn't figure out what my body was up to.
Took a walk with my girlfriend this afternoon and shared my TTC events over the last few days. She told me to test again in a couple days it took her 2-3 days after expected period to show BFP.
She had a few extra tests at home and gave them to me and said not to worry.
I just got home still no sign of AF and decided to try one of the tests?! What the heck. I was glued to the window, and mystified when the faint line appeared! BFP! I am in shock, when you convince myself better luck next time, now this.
I'm so happy...! If you feel like it's not happening for you don't loose hope, you never know what's around the corner. Find a distraction from all the stress and worry. It will happen when you stop looking for it.
I'm praying that this pregnancy is successful.
Blessings and baby dust to you all✨