I need a buddy to help keep me sane!

My name is Kierstan. I am 20. I got pregnant at the end of my senior year and lost it at 3 months. I have wanted one ever since. Me and my boyfriend have been together for 9 months, we just signed a lease on our own place. He is older, he is 30. He has 3 children, one is almost a year, it makes me want one of my own. We have been trying for 6 months (we were friends for a while first) so far no luck. I feel like I'm going insane. I could use a cycle buddy. I'm on day 19 of my cycle.