Paranoid

I got the positive on the early test and so far AF has not made her appearance but I'm still so paranoid that he's going to show even though I don't feel like I'm about to start like I usually do. Cramping doesn't feel exactly the same and I'm definitely feeling gassy which really not normal for me and my heartburn has escalated more so than normal. I'm so afraid to try to be excited because it's so soon you know? I have a feeling once I get a dr to confirm it will hit me then.