Help!!!

My boyfriend said goodbye to me because were having a pregnancy scare and he won't talk about what we'd do if I were to be pregnant. Is there any place I can go to get a loan or something or assistance to get the abortion pill? In my state you don't need parental consent. I just don't have money for any abortion and I really need help. I'm not looking for negative answers about abortion, I'm not emotional, physically, or financially ready for a baby. Please help, no one else will