TTC#2

After lost my first baby boy  @ week 15 , i was in mood don't beleive that i lost him before i know its gender ?, whe i pass the baby the nurse told me its a baby boy. i look at him its really very tiny and look nice i wish that i can hold him & hug him? but i was always pray to God to give this mircale again, after 4 month of TTC ❤️ i conceive my second baby i was afraid to lose it? its very hutrt to lose your baby but the same thing begin im bleeding what happen no!! i was on bad mood i lnow this problem what happen the ultrasound shown the baby placenta everything is ok but  why im bleedng !! the doctor give me add to duphaston , onjection Prultond depo twice weekly &  to use prostlogest  twice daily with 3 time daily duphaston. the bleeding stop and im now in week 15 the week that i MC and its finish i was happy that my bumbm progras and i can feel my baby girl kick !! but the problem come again  bleeding what happen !! i was cryin i was in week 18 what happen ? i went to hospital and check by ultrasound and its shown my cervix open 3 CM i will delir my baby girl !! heyyy i still at 18 week my baby cant born now!! but nothing i was in bad mood and the pain oncrease  and the eont to take the baby out my cervix open 6 CM !! not possible to let baby inside anytime it will fall down ? i cant imagine that my little baby is gone.she was kick me i can feel her dont take it. But its the end i  lost my little angel it was bigger than my baby boy ❤️❤️ shes also tiny and beaty like her father? i love you my little angel rest in peace❤️