Hi all! I'm Samantha and I'm 22 years old. My fiancé's name is Michael and he's also 22 years old. We fell in love at first sight four years ago, but didn't make moves until till almost 2 years ago. He is the love of my life & my best friend. He never wanted kids but knew I did, so he agreed to give me at least one after we got married lol Cut to March 2014; Michael is diagnosed with Pulmonary Langerhan's Cell Histocytosis: a terminal lung disease. Doctors say he's got 20-25 years left, if he lives carefully and avoids smoke and strong perfumes. So we started trying in May and so far, nothing. I have PCOS, so I knew it would be difficult, but I can't help from getting discouraged. I'm scared we won't ever conceive before it's too late. I hate to think that way, but it's hard not to when everyone and their mother seems to be getting pregnant around me. I'm really hoping I get my BFP soon!