Is it practical? My hospital births were horrific. And expensive. I want one of those magical experiences that women get with home or water birth. I'm jealous of my friends who got to have babies at home. My husband is adamant about being at a hospital with a real doctor because of my medical history, but we don't know for sure that I'll get sick again with this baby. If there's a chance, I want to have a home birth. Am I being stupid?