​We decided kinda Way to early to Get Pregnant, Because there was so much Love we felt for each other! Well I am the one who decided, I got Baby Crazy! But anyway, He helped me Concieve! And I wasn't Getting Pregant! I thought There was something wrong with One of us! It was test after Test! All Negative! Then one night after having Sex, I started hurting so bad that I was Screaming! When I got to the Hospital I was a Little happy! I thought well, Maybe I'm Pregnant & Didnt know it! But they Gave me a Cat Scan & Told me I had a 5cm Ovarian Cyst INSIDE my Right Ovary! So they put me on Birthcontrol to Shrink it, Or I'd have to go in for Surgrey & Have my whole Ovary which would mean that it would be 2x's Harder to have Children! Nobody knew I was TTC, So it was strange when I started to cry from that news! Because it was already Hard enough! But after I think a Month or 2 On Birthcontrol it Was gone!!! But my Mother made me take it still! But I heard you Concieve better after Birthcontol, So I would put it in my Mouth & Spit it into whatever I was Drinking out of to make her think I took it! I know that sounds really bad! But after that it had been a Year & A Half, & Everytime I tested it came back Negative! No Luck! But then July 2013 I decided to give up! I couldn't take the Pain & Torture anymore! & I wrote a Letter to God, Which I barley Believed in at the Time! I wrote it 1 DAY before we Tested! Only a DAY, Saying It was just another letter, & I didn't bother to try this Month, & I prayed, I prayed for him to give me So Hope, I told him I'd go anything he decided to put me through if He let me Have A Baby! 

​& I think I might be Pregnant with my 2nd Already! I don't know YET, But I am 8 Days late, & I had sex 2 Days after Ovulation, So I am going to test soon!