Ready to give up!

I've been ttc for over a year now and nothing! I've become increasingly depressed and i am having anxiety about if I'm even able to conceive. I feel like I will never have my own baby inside my belly and I will never feel that first kick. Why is this so hard?? Why is it so easy for people that don't even want babies but it's so hard for the ones ready and steadily trying? I think this is my breaking point.