Help Getting Through First Break up

So today my boyfriend and i just broke up. He is moving back to his home state (we dated for 9months). We ended the relationship due to him wanting to move back and me financially unable to move back with him. He claims he doesn't want us to get back together but ten at the same time he has said he wants us to be together. This is my first real relationship and he was my first everything. And I honestly have no idea what to do.... Help