28 & feel too old to try for baby no.1 :((

I married a yr ago & had wanted to try for a child straight away but my partner wanted to wait. I didn't want to force it on him or have him deal with something he wasn't ready for so I complied. Now I feel old & depressed & resent him for making us wait. I love my husband & would really like to have kids, but I no longer feel apt or willing. I think deep down I want him to experience what I experienced i.e. wanting a child & having an unwilling partner. I've also done plenty of research & can see that although not young 28 is kind of ok. The problem is me I just can't help but feel too old to go through pregnancy & run around after a child. Please help.