Ever since I was little I wanted to have children badly. My fiancé and I wants kids so it's just like when it happens it's happens kind of thing for us.  But we haven't use protection for about a year and a half and he doesn't pull out . It scares me something's wrong . It's so depressing watching everyone having babies but me . Even my little sister has a 6 month old and she's 17. I'm so obsessed with it and I want it so bad . I feel like it should have already happened for me . It's just depressing .