AF due the 19th. Cycle buddy where r u?

Iris • Mon, Oct 13 2014 • 30yo. Happily married for 11 yrs, trying for Baby #4. Baby 1 is now 5 and babies #2 & #3 soaring in heaven.

Trying to be patient and wait for my body to do its thing rather than go buy a test and cheat. Soooooo hard! Lol! There's just thg abt seeing "not pregnant" over and again that just feels harsher than AF arriving.

Cycle buddy where are you and are you impatiently patiently awaiting AF?