Hey so I am 20 years old and I am in love with my boyfriend who is 21 of two years. My problem is I can't wait to get married and have kids! Every time I think about it I get so excited because I know my boyfriend put my engagement ring on lay away. He agrees and want the same things I do. The problem is is we are not financially stable to get married because I don't want to live with my parents when I do lol and I was just recently diagnosed with gastro paresis and the doctors thinking there's a lot more going on with my health so that has caused me to withdraw from my classes this semester and I was almost done and ready to go in the radiology program! It's just frustrating that I can't do these things because of financial situations! I am happy with my love but I want to be married with kids lol. I want to wait until after marriage to have kids because by that time we will be able to afford one and care for one but why is time going so slow why did this have to stop me from going to work and school? It upsets me so much. Support and good thoughts would be nice (: