Cycle buddy wanted AF started today 18 Oct, newbie been trying 1 month

Helen
Oh I was so dissapointed this morning when I got my AF. I was left feeling why why why when I did everything right, did expensive ovulation tests had sex on right days don't smoke etc I just wanted it to work infact it made me realise that I want a baby far more than I thought I did !!
​This is going to be really hard to go through each month so would like a small group of supportive friends. It's hard for our other halfs  to understand  how we feel when we get a negative or a period starts.