What do you think!!

Okay so in my family and culture it's normal, so I live have lived in the US for my whole life with my family ( like my mom, dad, 2 brothers, and my sister) and my uncles family as well. What you're about to read is weird but I can't control it! So I like/love my cousin (he's 2 years older than me) but the thing is I don't know wether he feels the same way. Lately he has shown that he does but I don't know what to think?! He messaged me saying "hi ?" but it was so out of the blue!!  Then like 2 weeks later I went to my uncles house at night and as I walked in I said hi to everyone and he want there yet! But before when I was at home my uncle called saying if we were coming and my uncle thought I was my sister and I told him it wasn't and he said my name and then my cousin ( who I have feelings for) just said hi____ ( he NEVER does that) so back to when I was at my uncles house he then came downstairs and to be honest when I saw him it was like I saw nothing around me other than him!! He came and hugged me tightly ( don't usually do that)! Then the next day he came and slept over, because he was working at my dads and uncles pizza store, nothing happened! Then the day after that I had a dentist store and after that I went to my dads and uncles pizza store! He was there with his dad and my sister! And out of the blue the conversation of marriage came up, and my uncle and dad both want their children to marry family! And I usually say I never want to marry family ( I say this so he doesn't know I have feelings for him) and he wants to marry someone from our country! And then his dad asked him something ( he never said this) he said I don't want to marry family! I'm so confused of what to think and I really do need help!! Please tell me wether or not he feels the same way! I really need opinions!