AF is here :(

Today, I was supposed to have a home pregnancy test. Despite the cravings, sore nipples and tender breast, I had the normal 'before AF' cramping. And true enough this morning when I wiped after going to the toilet, I had a slight pinkish streak on the tp. I am very sadden about it and just wanted to tell the world how horrible and sad I feel today.  We did exactly on my fertile days but I guess it was too early to try ( just stopped the pills after last month's period). We will try again for sure, but it just really is a sad day for me ???