Hair!

Dominic.
When I was about 14 my granDma wouldn't let me shave. I was changing in the bathroom with my sisters so we could go swimming! And they saw I didn't shave... (Because I'm the baby sister they always pick on me) they made fun of how long my peubic hair was. They said I could braid it. I thought it was normal till then. After my grandma gave me a razor. I shave every hair I could find. Since then hair has freaked me out. And my boyfriend won't shave down there for me... But idk like to do something special for him (blowjob)... And he keeps teasing that I don't do it... But I can't get over the hair. Anyone else hate hair? Thoughts on what I do?