So torn.

I said I wanted to stop trying and just let it happen when it happens. But I really feel like I should try one more time. I still have one months worth of opk left. I said I would stop trying because it's too stressful for me and my SO. Something's telling me just to give it one more month. I tried preseed for the first time last month and I might give it another try. I don't know what I want to do. I need to decide soon though.. my period just ended.