I'm supposed to start my period tomorrow and I am so upset for no reason, really. I mean, I saw my s/o today and we were making out and fondling eachother. As we both began to get more intimate, he stopped and said "You're such a dork" and then he laid his head down on my chest and fell asleep there. When he woke up, he took me home. I don't know why he called me a dork, or why he stopped before getting more intimate. He doesn't usually do that... I'm upset because I feel, well, like a dork. I feel less desirable. Because I knew we were about to have sex and then he stopped. Not that being desirable counts on anybody wanting to have sex with me, but... I dunno. And it's stupid because it's probably nothing. I'm sure he was playing around. I'm still just so emotional and upset and jumping to dumb conclusions. I want to cry and I want to tell him but I know I'm over reacting because emotional, so I don't. And my anxiety levels are super high, and I'm worried about work tomorrow and I just wish I could just push a button and make everything, including my thoughts and emotions, freeze for a while. But the world stops for no one and I'm really upset.