Shy But Freaky

Sasha
Okay so I've never made the first move in initiating sex but I really want too. I want to rip his clothes off when he comes through the door, or like give him oral without him asking. But I'm scared lol. Like I think he would think I was crazy or im coming on too strong. I want to have crazy wild sex, I'm just nervous. How can I break out of this?