Falling apart

Rosie
Ok, I need to vent. Tough love is totally welcome because I know so many people have a much worse life. 
I have had a sh*t few days!
I just spent half of my day sitting with my friend while she had an abortion. Yes, the A word. It took every ounce of my being not to drag her out of there and knock sense into her. But I didn't, it's her choice. My situation can't change her life choices. She's not ready, that's fine. (But really... Use damn contraception!!)
On top of that, my hubby and I skyped now that he has landed where he is deployed. He told me he bought a little bitty baby army outfit because he knew this was 'our month'...he had even worked out how it could be turned into a girl outfit with a tutu skirt. I didn't have the heart to tell him AF has showed up and disappeared again. 
(AF is a good thing after a test I had this month which was bad if I was pregnant)
He was just so sure :( how can I take that away from him of that's what he is using to stay happy while he is away...